A Type of Mourning

It’s the 12th of October and in 14 days it will be one year since my husband moved out. In 15 days I can file for a divorce.

My emotions are in turmoil but I’m not sure what I’m feeling at the moment. To say that I’m happy would not be true, but to say that I don’t want this divorce wouldn’t be true either. I suppose I’m somewhere in the middle of mourning.

I suppose all in all I feel relieved.