Grief
I am grieving. Wholeheartedly, lamenting my place. I am at a loss so great. I am body-shaking, non-breathing mess of tears.. I am aching from the tip of my toes to the hair on my head. I am forgetting to breathe.
My world seems to be crashing down around me and I feel adrift at the whims of the tide.
I am moving back in with my family in another state 1000 miles away from Charlotte, North Carolina which has been my home for the last 11 years. I do not know if I will return. I am injured and need to recuperate and as I am not allowed to drive or walk for the next four months... I need help.
I know that I don't have a choice and that is what is so hard in this... it is not my choice.
I am leaving all I have come to love and know.
I am leaving behind the place where I was once happy.
I am grieving.
My world seems to be crashing down around me and I feel adrift at the whims of the tide.
I am moving back in with my family in another state 1000 miles away from Charlotte, North Carolina which has been my home for the last 11 years. I do not know if I will return. I am injured and need to recuperate and as I am not allowed to drive or walk for the next four months... I need help.
I know that I don't have a choice and that is what is so hard in this... it is not my choice.
I am leaving all I have come to love and know.
I am leaving behind the place where I was once happy.
I am grieving.
posted by Ephemeral | 2:03 PM
1 Comments:
A thousand times I'd wished for a voice out of the darkness to respond to my pleas. I got one once. Here is yours. I hope you're doing better. You are important, you are loved, and things will get better...then they'll get worse...and then they'll get better...
I hope that peace will find you along your journey fellow traveller. The universe is counting on you.
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